I’m here….

Just last week, I found myself gazing on because I gotten other opinions from three experienced specialists. However, the diagnosis and remediation wasn’t one I was prepared to hear as they all said the same thing but in more complex ways. So, here I was, seated quietly, gazing on.

Their opinions you ask? that I had no other choice than to go through the “doors” and have the procedure done. As I stared blankly, at a picture of a hip replacement, all I could think of was the “after pain”. However, this wasn’t what shocked me the most. Rather, It was the fact that this time around, the number of procedures had changed. As I speak right now, I think of all the warriors that have gone through this so called “tunnel” and I wonder how brave they were to have done so.

I know you would like me to name the procedures, but it’s not necessary today. At least not before I go through. If this will rekindle your hope as it did mine, God actually did send me a miracle. As I opened the box, it was a surprise I least expected and it came through certain persons. God bless your hearts.

Not to worry, I intend to share but when I’m out on the other side of the tunnel. I can’t speak for tomorrow but only for my now. Many things have happened to shake my faith, all I can pray is for the strength to pull through. In all I’ve realized, how fleeting this life can be and why one should always be prepared because you never know when…………..

I’m not saying all this because I want you to fear, nope. I’m saying it because if there’s anyone that can be strongest now, it’s you all and not me. Please remember me in your prayers.

Thank you all for being here for me. Just knowing you’re reading, speaks in a thousand words than none.

See you on the other side.