I had it in mind to blog today. During my check on the site health status of this site, I noticed some issues that needed to be addressed. I spent some time resolving them before I settled down to editing this post.

This particular post was written last week but it didn’t quite make sense to me so I saved it as a draft and went about my daily routine. It’s of a different kind. I guess that’s the reason why I couldn’t bring myself to post it last week.

I’ve been trying to gather my thoughts on how to communicate it in writing but I’ll just post it nonetheless.

You see at certain times we could go through issues that keep us wondering where we may have missed it. Sometimes these issues keep us in a state of constant self-evaluation – did I make the right choice? etc.

I’m referring to daily financial decisions. Commitments that keep us checking our records to see where exactly there may be lapses. In my quest to reorder a completely bad situation, I more or less accepted the only option available to me then, which to certain onlookers was deemed to be a wrong choice.

You know that situation, you find yourself in that seems to go from bad to worse, and in your bid to make it right you find yourself in a deeper hole. This was my predicament.

What went wrong? I lost everything in one day (as a result of certain episodes) and had to venture all out in the next to start all over. With nowhere else to turn, I made the only decision I felt was the best at that time. I’m writing this today because it’s true to life and some of us may have at some point experienced it.

My reason for sharing is to encourage you that it can only get better. Not worse, but better. I’ve seen various seasons come and go but there’s nothing as bad as a season that lingers and gives you the impression that it’s there to stay and never go away. It can be very distressing at some point, if you seem to be doing everything you can to stay afloat.

I really wish, I could disclose more but I can’t at this point in time. There are certain levels of discussions that need to be withheld sometimes.

Everyday we get older, we get wiser from our experiences whether good or bad. One’s ability to learn from such experiences add to their level of maturity.

Until next week do take care.